13 December 2007

I totally failed at NoIsNaAdBeMo.

I still plan on posting the movie. I hope I can get that done tonight, but I found out today that one of my good friends from college killed himself last week, AND I'm seeing someone AND I need to break up with him ASAP because he's a Philistine and I'm an elitist, AND requisite holiday drinking is here, AND I have to do laundry, AND I either need to cook my pork loin or freeze it because it's not an infinite meat. I wonder if I could prepare it and then freeze it? Par bake it or something? I need kitchen string.

Fucking adulthood.

Do I need to mention my shitty mood?

Today I want my mommy more than ever.

Firstmoms: If your daughter was going to get you something for Christmas, and it was the first present she'd ever gotten you, what would you want?

3 comments:

Judy said...

Oh M., I'm so sorry about your college friend. How difficult.

I got through NaBlahblahblah, but then I felt like, "what for?" so I'm thinking you were the smart one. ;)

I'm hoping you have a Merry Merry. Or at least a Merry.

~ Judy

KristySearching said...

First Gift Ever, Let's see, you had to make it difficult *hah* it is my first Christmas since I found my daugher and I do not need anything else than having found her and I am sure your 1st mom feels the same, but if I would choose, it would be something that means something to her. Maybe you could give her something that would remind her of you. I treasure seeing the pictures of the moments in Sarah's life I have missed, yes it makes me sad that I missed them but it is a bonding experience. How about a grouping of pics in one of those frame books. They have some really nice wooden ones that have spaces for 10-15 pictures or you could go all techie and get a digital frame and upload pics of yourself that will play in like a video clip. :) Stay warm this weekend and I am very sorry to hear about your friend.
Kristy

Ungrateful Little Bastard said...

I am so, so sorry about your friend. That's horrible.